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My God I've been gone from here forever but my little blog survives in spite of neglect. Probably nobody visits anymore since I've stopped writing but, hey. That could change. I can still be a little bit popular can't I if I just make an effort here.

Okay. So. I got divorced like seven months ago but my ex husband just moved out last Friday. It took forever for him to get his act together and get his own place and stop depending on me and clinging and being a possessive, jealous, nice some of the time and an asshole the rest of the time pain in my ass.

But. He's out and I'm feeling peacefully solo even though I could be lonely and wondering why I don't seem to be able to make the whole marriage thing work out with that happy ever after ending that we all want to believe is not just some Hollywood piece of crap storyline. I don't mean to sound cynical. Just disillusioned.

It's my fault, of course, for making (2) bad choices. Number one was not nearly as big of a disaster as number 2 turned out to be but he was no picnic. No picnic, but a walk in the park compared to my last attempt at matrimonial bliss. Forgive the trite sayings. Two in row there.

sigh...

Okay so if anyone is still out there... I'm back.
Hope we'll be sharing a few words.

Pamela